So obviously if I see someone who looks like her I stare at them. But then I trained myself not to do that. Because they would respond and I didn’t want attention from them. So now I think I did see her and I instantly looked away. So now, I’m training myself to look for her so I can look at her for real. It’s good because it forces me to be present. And present with what I want. So what will happen if we lock eyes? It’s intense. I don’t know. Will the world stop? Maybe, finally, nothing else will matter. We’d be in the middle of a crowd, standing, as if no else exists. Like a little vacation. It only happens around her.