I have been racking my brain on what on earth the last five years were for. I didn’t make any more money. I was still a giant dirt bag of scum. I had less things. And my house Is still a nightmare. But I realized what it is. I shared what I had. My things. And the love I had been given. And that, is a good thing!!! Like o just went around sharing it and sharing it and sharing it. And no one understood it. They all took it the wrong way. But that’s what happened with Jesus. And I never understood anything when it was first shown to me.