There are people chained to walls in basements. It’s hard to hear and hard to think about. It’s even worse to be there. But some of those people are actually the most grateful. Because they know what it means to have anything. So listen up! Find gratitude before it’s too late!!!
So when you judge some poor person for being crazy, ask yourself, what is more crazy:
How much they have grown
or, that you are judging them.
or, that you think they would hold anything against you. THAT is crazy.
Maybe, it’s your self entitlement that is making them crazy!
Either way, I have tried to change. This is just how I am. I like to accelerate fast often and zip through tight spots. I like to zip around between projects and slowly push them all forwards. I like to quickly brain storm every possible facet of something to arrive at the best solution. Sometimes I get scared or claustrophobic and I dart away. That’s how I am!!! If you can’t accept that, we will never work!!! Why is it even a problem! It doesn’t affect you or anyone else. Just let me be myself it’s the only way I work. And it’s OK! Nobody else cares.
I was at the county discussing setbacks. And I felt that I was the only one in the room who realized the metaphor. Ah it’s just a setback. Hah! It won’t stop the project. It just changes the plan that’s all.
My point is, just be grateful that you aren’t crazy. If you can’t do that, than I think from a philosophical perspective, you must also be crazy. What I mean is, it is crazy to judge a crazy person.
i think really what it comes down to is I am grateful for you and I am sad I can’t share time with you.
A very wise man told me a few things over the last few months. One, Christianity isn’t about sacrifice, it’s about commitment. And whatever that entails. Second, we try and make very thing black and white but we live in a works of greys. Lastly, that it is good to live only with what you need.
I think I am drunk in love. I am not drinking. But I am much more care free. I have been swearing a lot lately. I am so tired of self entitled assholes!!! I work so hard. Physically. And mentally. And then some weirdo comes along and ruins my day with a complaint or judgement 🙁 I guess I used to do that too. To all the humble people who actually make the world go round. Dirty jobs. But they’re kind of fun.
its just hard for me. I just work. I work! In more ways than one. But I live in a world of people who aren’t just working. They’re posturing. And I don’t fit that game.