Does this mean it’s over? Maybe it won’t work? Maybe it won’t work the way we thought?
I don’t even know. I stopped looking for her. Ithought I saw her twice yesterday. One riding with another man. And it was OK. That’s how I met her. But why do I get blamed for being neurotic when the men she spends time with are the same?
Jealousy. I spent years trying to get to her. Incite jealousy. Hurt her. That’s over. I don’t know where it came from. Teenage behavior. Is there something that would make up for that. That is what I want to know.