Maybe I need to let go of some people… those sort of worms that get into your head. It’s not their fault. But it isn’t healthy. They kind of follow you around, feeding off your good choices. And before you know it, all you can think about is their neurotic criticisms of you and it keeps you from doing the things that are healthy and you start over eating and not sleeping. All their imbecilic brain can see is the fleeting moment. They can’t process the entire history of the last five years that you’ve just worked hard, sober, and wisely. Gently creating amazing works and supporting everyone around you with sound and just works. Slowly building something concrete and real. But they can’t see it. All they can see is the flashing neuroticism in their head that says, nothing is more important than what I think right now!