This whole constant meditation thing is good. Wow. When I now let myself have thoughts, it’s a nightmare. I look at every single person around. If they are small and look vulnerable, I think they need to be saved. And I want to save all of them. If they are bigger than me or seem to have more, they are a threat. If they are tailgating me, they are a threat. If I see anything mechanical I stare at it intensely imagining how it works. It goes on and on. I have a lot of unnecessary thoughts. A lot about saving people. Everyone. They need me! They need my attention! So now getting around town is a lot easier.
It’s just me, and me meeting my needs.