I now realize why people treat me weird. I need to mature!
I never got to be a full teenager. It was me, my mom, and my sister, scrambling to get by. My mom lead it and she did really well. But I had to do a lot too. So emotionally, I never got to go through that time of freedom like most of my peers. So, I sort o fave in the last five years. And who could ask for more? But it’s time.